make something better

i was a childish girl before i was an innocent girl i was smart enough and funny girl not to brag but it just shows you who i was before now i'm a liar i'm a betrayer really,i hate myself now what must i do now? sorry,i dont give my best mark again to you, parents now i'm just a lazy girl not smart and i'm meaningless i wanna change ............ gimme a change God :')

i hurt myself

what i've done? what i'd done? i'd hurt my self what's wrong with me? i've known which are good and bad things what i've done i've hurt my self i know God will give me a really bad present to all deeds i'd done before i wanna change but i always do the same what problems in my heart? i've been happy enough to go on my life time to change............... i love Allah SWT